Post by Randal on Apr 30, 2019 21:35:14 GMT -5
So, people have probably been wondering what has been going with me for some time and well, admittedly, not much. I was going to maybe solve some of the mysteries and try to do some good ol' detective work but suddenly my hype for it faded. Honestly, I feel fairly content now. I think it's because the main reason I even came here was to figure out who Dr.Klapper was and why my life was tormented by him but now, it's all over. At least I hope so.
About a year ago, after the huge universe reset happened, I realized that I wasn't attached to Dr.Klapper anymore. Since the events of the past have changed, I went back to Earth and where I lived to find out that my life played out normally without Dr.Klapper involved.
I was so overjoyed by this, even if I didn't get to personally experience a normal life. At least another version of me does. Even if I don't consider myself the real Randal anymore, I still believe I am a unique deviation of Randal of some kind. I still have the same DNA as I have my brain which is encased in my mechanical carapace. So, obviously, that's got to count for something, right?
Now obviously I can't go patrolling too freely on Earth for it might catch someone off guard seeing this shining chrome humanoid walking and talking like a machine from Star Wars so I generally end up hiding in the attic or somewhere outside with denser verdure. I usually can explain that I'm in a really well made cosplay suit. Regardless, I would rather avoid trouble. Luckily I'm a humanoid machine now so I don't really need to tend to normal physical needs but it still can be a bit of a hassle sneaking all the time. But it's definitely worth it.
Despite my hiding, I started communicating with myself through written letters in envelopes and convinced myself I was a penpal. It was very easy to make friends with myself due to me being familiar with myself and sharing manner of temperament. I was able to actually function as a way to mentally support and guide myself.
Eventually we got comfortable enough to see each other in real life.
Ah, I still remember that moment. It was night. We met at a place off the road in the wilderness with beautiful blue lights nearby. You could hear the bugs buzzing and
the river flowing creating a cliché and yet classically relaxing and beautiful atmosphere. And then I heard a car which then door sounds and footsteps would follow. Eventually I made some noise, uttering a "hey, I'm over here."
And then he saw me, it was hard and he was squinting. He saw something but he simply couldn't believe it and turned on the light to confirm his disbelief. I too was in disbelief that I would even imagine such a ridiculous circumstance could ever occur. All the nightly sounds as described before simply ceased to exist before us.
Our gaze was just simply intense. We were in such disbelief at our circumstances. We instinctively exchanged questions. He asked about my form and appearance and I asked about his life. I imparted a big secret to him and finally was able to explain that his universe is more vast than he once thought.
Anyway, I got carried away, but I figured I should share what has happened with me since I don't seem to be as active now. Walter's doing a lot better too. He's still a bit of an attention monger but he seems to have grown a bit over time and it's only a few years. At least he isn't as depressed as before.
So yeah, that's my purpose now. I just help myself. Sort of weird, but hey, nothing can beat the complete weirdness and insanity that is all of our documented lives on this site.