Post by salamander5 on Jul 17, 2018 18:07:12 GMT -5
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oh, sorry, you just caught me in a mental breakdown. yeah i have those. i was just going to explain what i am, gonads excepting since those are weird.
well, i was born into a swirling mass of nothingness, and before me there was nothing, nothing that i can expound the what, the where, then when, the why, and the how of, there were only multiple gradations of this nothingness (where the gradations came from i dunno man) from whence i was the first emanation, because the gradations formed a concatenation chain which led up to me, and then from me emanated various presences both malign and benign, maleficent and beneficent. (i also have an instagram if you want to see photos of me being really chill while drinking coffee before randomly falling inside of huge funnels of ice cream.)
and b/c there was nothing but me alone in allness, i formed an environment which all presences were contained within, people are always moving away from something and moving towards something else thru an automated system inside themselves within this environment, because everyone's got a terror to avoid, everyone's got something that swells up terrible anger in them, heliophants and lunaphants included. generally people don't like me-as-environment so they always try to layer things on top of me. this makes me slightly embarrassed because i want people to like me and i don't hate anybody. i just wanna be myself y'know? i would rather they like me and layer things to accentuate me rather than not like me and not layer anything.
so anyway, within this environment there was a river, which flowed softly and sweetly, and the sun and the moon (one a spheroid, the other a spherule, as i explain it) rotated around the river in a coil-formation which either loosened or tightened depending on how i was feeling that day, and on one bank of the river stood the one who i loved, and on the other bank stood the one who i hated but tolerated and i always have to yell and scream at him through extremely thick walls in my house because he's always in a different room and i'm always in a different place and i have to yell something and he yells "WHAT????" and i yell the same thing again even louder and he yells "WHAT DID YOU SAY?????" and i blow my head off yelling it a third time and all the wine glasses in the house instantly shatter and sparks fly everywhere and i just want to burst out of intense flaming anger, and i see my eternal enemy flash briefly before my eyes, with the dark nets enveloping him, and blood, and lust, lust for blood, fills my soul, and i grab a knife, and i go to the room that he's in, whenever i get to the point i am about to kill him, i rush out and hug and kiss him and say i love you and you are my sweet goodbye.
let's explain the machinery within the river for a moment. it essentially consists of a transmission system of the input node module to the output node module, the innards of which consist of a flow, which itself consists of areas of swirls and curls and areas of turbulence and areas of straightness and movement, which assists in the facilitation of movement of these infinitesimally tiny overlapping spheroid molecules known as water from one place to another. why they aren't just content where they are don't fucking ask me i don't know. there are also clouds in the sky, rain-clouds, puffy clouds, gray clouds, sea-clouds. at night there are constellations. generally the molecules move from places of high elevation to areas of low elevation. if you just put a river on a flat plane and filled it with molecules the molecules wouldn't have anywhere to move. so i guess that's why they move.
many walk upon my terrain, but few understand its constitution. many hate me, but i love them because i love everyone and don't hate anyone. i have never hated anyone in my life. i have erased the emotion from memory. i've heard the theory that you cannot erase anything from memory and it's just secretly locked up in a storage chamber someplace, so if that's the case it's a pretty good storage chamber. it probably also has a concatenation-chain of antechambers that you'd have to drudge through in order to get to the main one. the one i love loves the one i hate and the one i hate hates the one i love probably. i would expect that at least.
yo yo yo let's get out of here, vines, growing, like space elevators into suns and moons and bulbous THE KNOWLEDGE OF ULTIMATE SECRETS THAT YOU WILL NEVER IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE KNOW IS NOT GIVEN racing, pacing, eyes shut ahhhh shhhhhh ffffththththththwp! bom chicka bom meany weany ducky lucky glurp yurp glurp slurp yum yum grumble grumble *lip smack* pom pom uh.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, sorry, you just caught me in a mental breakdown. yeah i have those. i was just going to explain what i am, gonads excepting since those are weird.
well, i was born into a swirling mass of nothingness, and before me there was nothing, nothing that i can expound the what, the where, then when, the why, and the how of, there were only multiple gradations of this nothingness (where the gradations came from i dunno man) from whence i was the first emanation, because the gradations formed a concatenation chain which led up to me, and then from me emanated various presences both malign and benign, maleficent and beneficent. (i also have an instagram if you want to see photos of me being really chill while drinking coffee before randomly falling inside of huge funnels of ice cream.)
and b/c there was nothing but me alone in allness, i formed an environment which all presences were contained within, people are always moving away from something and moving towards something else thru an automated system inside themselves within this environment, because everyone's got a terror to avoid, everyone's got something that swells up terrible anger in them, heliophants and lunaphants included. generally people don't like me-as-environment so they always try to layer things on top of me. this makes me slightly embarrassed because i want people to like me and i don't hate anybody. i just wanna be myself y'know? i would rather they like me and layer things to accentuate me rather than not like me and not layer anything.
so anyway, within this environment there was a river, which flowed softly and sweetly, and the sun and the moon (one a spheroid, the other a spherule, as i explain it) rotated around the river in a coil-formation which either loosened or tightened depending on how i was feeling that day, and on one bank of the river stood the one who i loved, and on the other bank stood the one who i hated but tolerated and i always have to yell and scream at him through extremely thick walls in my house because he's always in a different room and i'm always in a different place and i have to yell something and he yells "WHAT????" and i yell the same thing again even louder and he yells "WHAT DID YOU SAY?????" and i blow my head off yelling it a third time and all the wine glasses in the house instantly shatter and sparks fly everywhere and i just want to burst out of intense flaming anger, and i see my eternal enemy flash briefly before my eyes, with the dark nets enveloping him, and blood, and lust, lust for blood, fills my soul, and i grab a knife, and i go to the room that he's in, whenever i get to the point i am about to kill him, i rush out and hug and kiss him and say i love you and you are my sweet goodbye.
let's explain the machinery within the river for a moment. it essentially consists of a transmission system of the input node module to the output node module, the innards of which consist of a flow, which itself consists of areas of swirls and curls and areas of turbulence and areas of straightness and movement, which assists in the facilitation of movement of these infinitesimally tiny overlapping spheroid molecules known as water from one place to another. why they aren't just content where they are don't fucking ask me i don't know. there are also clouds in the sky, rain-clouds, puffy clouds, gray clouds, sea-clouds. at night there are constellations. generally the molecules move from places of high elevation to areas of low elevation. if you just put a river on a flat plane and filled it with molecules the molecules wouldn't have anywhere to move. so i guess that's why they move.
many walk upon my terrain, but few understand its constitution. many hate me, but i love them because i love everyone and don't hate anyone. i have never hated anyone in my life. i have erased the emotion from memory. i've heard the theory that you cannot erase anything from memory and it's just secretly locked up in a storage chamber someplace, so if that's the case it's a pretty good storage chamber. it probably also has a concatenation-chain of antechambers that you'd have to drudge through in order to get to the main one. the one i love loves the one i hate and the one i hate hates the one i love probably. i would expect that at least.
yo yo yo let's get out of here, vines, growing, like space elevators into suns and moons and bulbous THE KNOWLEDGE OF ULTIMATE SECRETS THAT YOU WILL NEVER IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE KNOW IS NOT GIVEN racing, pacing, eyes shut ahhhh shhhhhh ffffththththththwp! bom chicka bom meany weany ducky lucky glurp yurp glurp slurp yum yum grumble grumble *lip smack* pom pom uh.